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Name::straighttalker05
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I'm an avid dreamer. I have big ideas, and I'll probably take them somewhere. Watch this space. I want to present what I think - and not with words minced up into an acceptable platter. Some things need to be told straight - particularly gay rights. Particularly life in the closet, it's very nature means no one hears it. If they do it's usually tinted with nostalgia. I'm confident, I know what I like and what I don't. Please don't confuse this for arrogance. I'm probably more insecure then you imagine.
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

So Long School Days

This is slightly later than usual, yesterday was a busy day. However, I am now finished school. I greeted this news with many, many drinks. I also told a teacher I loved her, and was propositioned by two girls who told me they heard I was a lesbian.

It appears I’m not as good at hiding myself as I might have thought. Not even my lesbianism. Although to be fair seeing as I won’t have to see most of those girls ever again, I’m not really that fussed. A teacher who I haven’t even spoken to in nearly a year pulled me aside to tell me she knew I was glad to be leaving because she knew I felt I had outgrown the school.

Sorry – what? That’s my observation. And it appears she picked it up from seeing me plodding around school. I almost felt bound to ask her for a further analysis of myself, but my glass was empty, so I went to the bar instead.

I have this fascination with what people derive from me. It may just be because, like many other people, my favourite subject is myself. However I think it’s more because I know how much I have to hide. I like it when people observe things about me, because often I don’t see them myself.

So it’s “so long school days”. A few more exams, and I will be officially rid of the place, and it will be rid of me.

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6 Comments:

Blogger Deadly Female said...

So what next for you then?

Thu May 11, 08:01:00 PM  
Blogger straighttalker05 said...

A levels first, then a summer generally lazing about, then uni in England... Leicester to be precise.

England = freedom.

Thu May 11, 08:09:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Congrats on leaving! I remember my last day - I was really sad to leave, actually. The end of an era and all that...

Thu May 11, 08:46:00 PM  
Blogger straighttalker05 said...

It's weird - I always imagined myself being really sad about leaving, but in reality I wasn't.

I saw others around me blubbering - but those who I want to stay in contact with, I will.

Maybe it's the raving hard nut lesbian in me - but I wasn't going to be crying over them!

Thu May 11, 11:54:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

shiny, you told a teacher you loved her! thats a box to tick!

Sat May 13, 12:05:00 PM  
Blogger straighttalker05 said...

I *think* she took it as a really really drunken slurred 'i love you'.

However I did have a thing about her in 5th year - and she is lovely. She also has husband and baby.

I also went and thanked the lesbian pe teacher - she didn't need to ask what for. Then she hugged me. Despite being teacher of torture (sport), I think she may well of guessed, so she isn't as bad after all.

Sat May 13, 01:30:00 PM  

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