So Long School Days
It appears I’m not as good at hiding myself as I might have thought. Not even my lesbianism. Although to be fair seeing as I won’t have to see most of those girls ever again, I’m not really that fussed. A teacher who I haven’t even spoken to in nearly a year pulled me aside to tell me she knew I was glad to be leaving because she knew I felt I had outgrown the school.
Sorry – what? That’s my observation. And it appears she picked it up from seeing me plodding around school. I almost felt bound to ask her for a further analysis of myself, but my glass was empty, so I went to the bar instead.
I have this fascination with what people derive from me. It may just be because, like many other people, my favourite subject is myself. However I think it’s more because I know how much I have to hide. I like it when people observe things about me, because often I don’t see them myself.
So it’s “so long school days”. A few more exams, and I will be officially rid of the place, and it will be rid of me.
---------------------------------------------
6 Comments:
So what next for you then?
A levels first, then a summer generally lazing about, then uni in England... Leicester to be precise.
England = freedom.
Congrats on leaving! I remember my last day - I was really sad to leave, actually. The end of an era and all that...
It's weird - I always imagined myself being really sad about leaving, but in reality I wasn't.
I saw others around me blubbering - but those who I want to stay in contact with, I will.
Maybe it's the raving hard nut lesbian in me - but I wasn't going to be crying over them!
shiny, you told a teacher you loved her! thats a box to tick!
I *think* she took it as a really really drunken slurred 'i love you'.
However I did have a thing about her in 5th year - and she is lovely. She also has husband and baby.
I also went and thanked the lesbian pe teacher - she didn't need to ask what for. Then she hugged me. Despite being teacher of torture (sport), I think she may well of guessed, so she isn't as bad after all.
Post a Comment
<< Home